The Retrocession

Haha I not gay lah. Nothing to do with the title…. Watched thisfilm called I Love You, Man. Not a gay film, but a rather horny one, full of crude sexual references. No surprise it ended up NC16. No explicit actions were made, however. A very good film I think. I am not some movie buff that watches films every now and then, but yeah, I think it is pretty alright. Got another film but yet to complete it, called CSA: Confederate States of America. Nope this is not some boring old’ documentary, but rather a MOCKumentary. Why would I say so? Because the story has a twisted plot: The South won the Civil War, and the abolitionists ran to Canada. So there is a Cold War between the CSA and Canada. The inventions made in the 19th century are regarding slave capture, and one Presidential candidate killed himself because he was suspected to have “slave blood” in his ancestors. Haha quite funny lah. Tomorrow shall be the TEST. For the hundredth time I shall say that I am not gonna fail. But that’...

The month is over. Back in boarding now. One month in a so called custody at home does make a difference. Of course I would mug better, and perhaps that’s all of what I got from home. This H1N1 thing is irritating. Everywhere I go, there are temperature checks, log in lists and stuff. And luckily M’sia isn’t in the “to-be quarantined” list, kerana minggu depan saya akan pergi JB dengan kawan saya. A friend that was quite long lost for some time. I think his looks changed lah. Shall update more next week then. Have started on my thesis already. Bad bad bad. My Chinese is poor. Yeah, probably better than many people in NJ, but my grammar is like shit. And I read so much newspapers and yet don’t know how to use the cheem words in it. So my thesis draft now looks fragmented and sometimes would bring a wrong impression over a certain issue. Racism. Definitely not me. Just checked out Darlie website because I was curious why it is called 黑人 in Chinese: Initially it is called DARKIE (fo...

Went to school in the morning. For GP. Ate some durians. Kena “scolding” from Miss Wu. Yeah lah she won’t scold, just nag and laugh a bits. Then go National Library to chiong thesis. What a nice place to mug. But its DAMN COLD TODAY. And I am wearing dry-fit shirt, with so many holes between the threads….. But not bad, I found my path of light towards scoring an A for China Studies le. I have got enough information to start my thesis now. Shall do it ASAP, since I am quite behind time, I guess. These are the targets I was looking for today:   Haha better click the cross on the top-right hand corner now. All these stuff are overwhelming and are just tips of a big big big iceberg of books created by me today….. NEW BUGIS ILUMA::: And check out what I discovered today:  

Went to school in the morning. For GP. Ate some durians. Kena “scolding” from Miss Wu. Yeah lah she won’t scold, just nag and laugh a bits. Then go National Library to chiong thesis. What a nice place to mug. But its DAMN COLD TODAY. And I am wearing dry-fit shirt, with so many holes between the threads….. But not bad, I found my path of light towards scoring an A for China Studies le. I have got enough information to start my thesis now. Shall do it ASAP, since I am quite behind time, I guess. These are the targets I was looking for today:   Haha better click the cross on the top-right hand corner now. All these stuff are overwhelming and are just tips of a big big big iceberg of books created by me today….. NEW BUGIS ILUMA:::

I just screwed my piano internal test today. The feeling sucks. I feel damn noob lah. How come I play until like that? I seriously don’t understand why. The only remedy such lousy feelings and emotions is to go out and have some fun walking around and experience life. I have a friend who stay in Bugis. “WOW”, goes everyone. Bugis is not some posh place, like District Ten lah. The flats there all so old, people there also so old… And I learnt how to use Color Accent and Color Swap effectively le! My power good right! Haha cannot own Shuen or paul lah, but quite OK le… Today is the first time that I feel I learnt something, even though it is quite superficial. I went through Momentum, Forces, Vectors. My Chem is quite alright already. I shall not end up in a grave. As for Maths, I am really worried, because I don’t want to kena call parents. SURE DIE ONE. So must mug very very very very hard lor. Life just started to look more promising and prospective. Must be because of the ne...

This post has nothing to do with 陈建彬, even though I know he is damn famous now for his 老牛嫩草 theory. The YOG volunteer thingy was fun lah. Too bad very little people I know of there. If it’s some PAYM stuff maybe I can get more fun lah, haha. But anyway, this YOG thing is really interesting. Especially got cheerleader dancing somemore… *HEH HEH Yeah lah can’t blame me lah, after all I am a guy:   *NOSE BLEED*…. The “Crackers” fireworks performance was damn nice too. It marks the end of the Singapore Arts Festival and is brought from Britain. It lasted 45min and was really spectacular. Too bad everyone seemed to be busy in one or another, also dun noe really or not.   And then ending with some….    Life is seemingly boring huh. My TAZO Joy Tea is depleted. Damn emo now. It is Black plus Oolong plus Green Teas. Taste damn bitter, damn nice. Hopefully I can get it for my birthday. *winks*.

You give me so much problems. What is the purpose of myself estranging to all these crap. I might as well just finish off myself and leave you in guilt, forever. And life has no meaning, as far as I can see. I must have been some real hardcore bastard in my previous life to be stuck in all this shit. An ancient Chinese philosopher gave an analogy to why different men have different lives: The tree grows between a toilet and a mansion. When the wind blows, some leaves get into the mansion, while others end up in the shit. Yeah I so believe I am the latter. How suey I must have been. This is my own life and I decide it for myself. Whether or not I pass my exams, dig my nose, or cut my hair has nothing to do with anyone else. It is not as if I take drugs or smoke or go around raping people. I have my own principles and if it is lower than your expectations, TOO BAD. As if certain aspects of you can keep up to my expectations. You do your part and I do mine. Fair enough.

Wah headache lah. Hangovers. Don’t know leh, last night feel quite weird, couldn’t even type properly… Today I shall balik kampung, GOSH 2 months of hostel life just finished like that. Before I came here I told myself,”Hey dude, you needa’ study here.” Yeah, I’ve been doing my work, but it isn’t really as effective as being at home. And the table is freaking small. One laptop and two files, that’s about it, you can forget about doing work. So that’s why I seldom stay in the hostel throughout the day. Either National Library or the CCK one. At least they have good internet connections there. I am so lucky to have a roommate who subscribed to a internet connection, albeit a slow one. I need my internet to do my godamned coursework. I seriously wonder how the China scholars do their China Studies coursework without good internet. And talking about scholars. I seldom talk to people in the hostel, as compared to being at school. Don’t feel like talking to them leh. After all, they ARE s...

Boozing can be dangerous. I think I almost got hit by a vehicle. HAHA. Anyway I ain’t quite clear-minded now. And yeah Dutch booze taste like shit. Support local ones. They are made because they suit us.