hadapan

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I don't like being judged.
I'm pretty sure no one does too.

What goes around comes around.
I just gotta be careful next time.

Should have stayed in the army. Seems like I have more freedom inside those barbed wires and green uniforms.
Being probed about my past is sometimes, annoying.
And sometimes, grieving, too.

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