The Retrocession

This semester has been a roller-coaster ride, like really. So many things happened in a short span of 4 months, that really got me overwhelmed and subsumed. Well it is nice to have only two exams. One later at 9am, and another on Wednesday. AND THAT'S IT. 很爽对不对？ Yeah, I thought I loved exams. Or at least was good at it. Then I realised, I am only good at it because I either liked it, and know a lot about it. A friend of mine told me 3 years ago, "Yangs you know what, you either know a lot about something, or you know really nothing about it." He's right. I am really selective about what I want to know, rather than what I need to know. So, as I took Political Science module this semester (PS1101E) that is, I became complacent. I never assumed I was smarter than the rest (even though many people think I am smarter, I am really not), just that I thought I was more efficient in studying. I guess things took a dip for a reason. I forgot that I had ...

Haven’t been here for a while; it’s been close to two months since I last updated anything. Well, life still goes on with or without you anyway, it is what you choose to do that is going to make the difference. Life is about making choices. I have therefore failed in life, for that matter. It is pointless crying over spilt milk. Worse still, the spilt milk turned sour and left this lingering stench which the perpetrator needs to “sort it out”. 原來你是 我最想留住的幸運 原來我們 和愛情曾經靠得那麼近 那為我對抗世界的決定 那陪我淋的雨 一幕幕都是你 一塵不染的真心 與你相遇 好幸運 可我也失去 為你淚流滿面的權利 但願在我看不到的天際 你張開了雙翼 遇見你的註定 她會有多幸運 It is fate. This is fate. Aku berdosa. Tidak diampuni.