The Retrocession

Before I talk about other things in life (sorry other things have to make way first), TA DAH THESE ARE MY GRADUATION SHOOT PHOTOS! WARNING: THIS IS AN EXTREMELY LONG POST. REALLY DAMN LONG. Come on, it's six years, what do you expect. 报章报导咩？ This post will be a very g r a p h i c journey of my past few years, which I have to put a full stop to and move on. It's time to make ends meet, if not I may end up not having enough income to buy LiHo. YES so I brought le bae Pearl to do photoshoot for me all over the island—it must have been really tiring for her to drag that heavy camera around in this extremely hot weather.  Thanks bae, you’re the best. These places hold very special meaning to me in my formative years. Oh wait, am I allowed to use the word “formative” still? 这样老了 probably not right? Ok whatever, my point is these locations are important to me because I can never be who I am today without being there at some point in my life. I h...

事过境迁，终于又让自己遇到一个令自己大彻大悟的机会。 有些人会说，情感世界本来就是苍狗白云般变幻，其旅程总会反复曲折。 虽然自己无法苟同，但是又不得不承认，实在没有更好的诠释。 Genggam bara api, biar sampai jadi arang? 或许吧，尽管自己在这方面严重不足。 最近突然觉悟，自己在过去的感情中虽然常常以 受害者 自居，实际上也一直以 加害者 的身份存在。 过去值得追忆的事情太多了，现在唯一能做的就是向前看。 Harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi? That sucks man. Jadi saya mesti menjadi lebih berjaya daripada dia sebab saya harus membuktikan bahawa kehidupan saya bergerak maju tanpa dia. Ya sekarang itulah motivasi saya. Salty? Not really. Inilah keinginan yang keras. Semangat yang kuat. Dimotivasikan oleh you. Hurhur. 忽然之间，你经历的、我经历的所有谎言， 当初的我的退让，你的亏欠都不起眼。 　　　　　　　　　　　　　——《再遇见》苏打绿 最近也发现， “喜欢” 可适用在多人身上，惟 “爱” 仅限于一人。厘清此等差异，身边人事物与自己的关系自然明朗。 在“喜欢”还没升华为“爱”之前，选择做比情人更好的朋友， 其实是最好的选择 。 Oh and one more thing. Remember I always tell people not to judge? She sinned, you talked bad about her, you criticized her, you judged her, you insulted her, but she prayed and asked Allah (swt) to forgive her, she repented for her sins, now she became better than you. Be car...