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A very temperamental me. Today had a very very hard match. Lost 21-19! What is this. Mr. Yang you really suck totally. You ought to have won this, if not for your stupid careless mistakes, especially during service. You just disappointed everyone there. You NOOB. And then move on. At night, there is this IP4 Aerius kid that spurred “F*** off” at me. Of course I cannot accept this, so I went to confront him. And after saying “sorry lah” he just started talking bad about me behind my back. Think I don’t know ah. My balcony can see your room ok. Not really bothered. It is just that I feel that the old rash, hot-tempered and agitated Yangs is back again. It is coming into me once more. Or maybe it has been hiding inside me for that long lah. Well, nothing much I can do about it. I need a proper channel to vent my emotions lah, just cannot find a suitable one. Counselling sucks, by the way. If I were in the past I would have went to this guy and punched him in the face. Too bad I be...